The Sacrament of Sacrifice
“He that believeth in Me . . out of him shall flow. . . .” John 7:38
Jesus did not say – “he that believeth in me shall realize the blessing of the fulness of God,” but – “he that believeth in Me out of him shall escape everything he receives.”
Our Lord’s teaching is always anti-self-realization. His purpose is not the development of a man; His purpose is to make a man exactly like Himself, and the characteristic of the Son of God is self-expenditure. If we believe in Jesus, it is not what we gain, but what He pours through us that counts. It is not that God makes us beautiful y rounded grapes, but that He squeezes the sweetness out of us. Spiritual y, we cannot measure our life by success, but only by what God pours through us, and we cannot measure it.
When Mary of Bethany broke the box of precious ointment and poured it on Jesus’ head, it was an act for which no one else saw any occasion; the disciples said it was a waste. But Jesus commended Mary for her extravagant act of devotion, and said that wherever His gospel was preached “this also that she hath done shall be spoken of for a memorial of her.” Our Lord is carried beyond Himself with joy when He sees any of us doing what Mary did, not being set on this or that economy, but being abandoned to Him. God spilt the life of His Son so that the world might be saved; are we prepared to split out our lives for Him? “He that believeth in Me out of him shall flow rivers of living water” – hundreds of other lives will be continual y refreshed. It is time now to break the life, to cease craving for satisfaction, and to spill the thing out. Our Lord is asking who among us will do it for Him.
Culled from My Utmost for His Highest by Oswald Chamber